Personal Note - July 2003

July 2003

 Moth vs. Butterfly

Dear Friends,

First, I would like to apologize for not posting a new letter to all of you sooner. These last several months have been very difficult for me personally because I have been involved with my TAG Team taking a course in cosmic enlightenment. This stage of my journey started in January 2003 with some forewarning from my TAG Team. I had no idea that this would evolve into a Spiritual Journey with Cosmic Implications. 

Every spiritual shift involves an inner journey towards God, Self-awareness and Love. This pilgrimage took much longer and was more difficult than I could have imagined at the onset. In many ways I can now look back on it and confidently say I am a new being. Just as difficult as the journey through my mother's womb, I am re-birthed into a New Light of the Creator. This transformation was not the first one, but one of many I have been through over the course of my life. The difference with this most recent metamorphosis is that all the levels are and continue to become integrated. The ultimate goal is to become unified in the divine through the love that God's Love and Blessings fulfill and emanate every pore of Being this journey has similar aspects to Jesus being out in the desert for 40 Days and Nights, as reported in the Bible. 

This transformation is much different from "Dark Night of the Soul". Many of you have heard me speak about that Journey as the first awakening the God within. That pilgrimage begins when you begin asking the Universe/God/the Angels why you have chosen to come to this Earth and what your Life Plan involves. From that point on your own Spirit (Soul) self becomes the driving force from within and your personality (ego) starts to decline and die. The Ego is replaced by the Spiritual Energy of the Knowing God. It is that voice, feeling, and intuition inside of you that defies all traditional logic and common sense. It's that ability to say or do what appears from the outside as irrational, wrong or just "nuts", but from the inside you know it is the right thing to say or do. As you start to change your personal evolution to enlightenment, your life will have the appearance of being turned inside out and outside in. All your ideas, thoughts, feelings, experiences, memories and belief structures get questioned, revisited, transformed, purged and in most cases, healed. This healing comes in many forms, the most common are Love, forgiveness, health, freedom, and happiness.

The journey's ultimate goal is that you start to reside within your "God enlightened Conduit". This allows the Universe, the Angels, your TAG Team, and the Creator, to be the driver and the driving force in your life.

By residing in this new place within yourself you will, over time, grow that column of light to become a ray of God, Universe, the Creator. This column has more blessings for you and the people around you. The Light carries many elements of God. 

There are 72 Hebrew Spoken Names of God, each one having a different characteristic and property to his name. The Light carries these names and more. The Creator of the White Light has Love, Light, Peace, Harmony, Happiness, Divinity and Freedom, to name only a few of the human elements/aspects. All the Creator wants from you is to allow him in and to allow him and his spiritual energies to transform your essence.

Many have said, and I can personally attest, that initially your life falls apart in every way. Not only your belief structures, health, finances, relationships, careers, but even your ideas and thoughts. One of the reasons that our lives fall apart is that they really were not working for our highest goods. Most people have structure in their lives based on Society, Family and Personal Values, Needs and Wants. These are not always best for us. The Universe has had a better plan for us. All along the Spiritual Team was waiting for you to let them in, so that they can help you. The Creator wants all to be happy, healthy, loved, peaceful and even financially secure. Our lives are about growing this Spiritual Light through lessons. These lessons teach us many things, allowing us to grow, open up, use and rely on our own "Godselves".

Currently, the Creator who has full power and control of our earth has been showing us, especially here in the Northeastern United States, that the Earth grid is all under a transformation. We spent our traditional spring months in a perpetually cold and rainy state, typical of England and Ireland and surrounding parts of Europe, while England, France and Italy experienced the hot, humid weather we know find ourselves enveloped in. 

There is also a Cosmic Energetic Shift happening with the alignment and interaction of the planets in our Solar System. These energy fields have also created a negative layer, which people are reacting to and interacting with. I have seen many people overreacting to normal situations, as well as taking words out of context to suit their own agendas. Another aspect of this shift, is effecting those on the Spiritual Path. Those on the path may be getting hit with what I will call "Life Crisis" situations. Every day something "life-threateningly" major needs your immediate, undivided attention and for the most part, the issue is resolved within 24 - 48 hours, only to be replaced with another major problem. This vibration is part of the Grid Shift. It has been reported that the Arctic has warmed almost 10 degrees in the past 30 years, where no other block of time has seen a rise like that. In order for this to happen the Earth's temperature and energy grid needed to shift.

Also, look to the animal/human interaction throughout the world. Animals are attempting to gain human attention. Here in the Northeast, we have seen an increase in the number of black bears gaining access to people's homes and yards. The Bear is a powerful symbol for awakening the power of the unconscious spirit. 

All of these signs that man's free will takes precedence over the Creator Plan is a false illusion. The Creator rules the Universe so whatever man has done or not done God the Creator still orchestrates Mother Nature. Mother Nature's energy is one of the guiding forces that rule our lives. Therefore, even though we perceive ourselves as having free will in many events and situations God's master plan for us still supersedes the outcome. For example you may exercise free will by planning to take a walk, but God may also exercise his plan for a rain shower at the same time. You still have the free will/opportunity to walk, you'll just be wetter than originally planned.

In the future I will be allowed to give more information regarding Spiritual Ascension Into the Light. For now, know that in all that we are going through, as long as our intent comes from a place of peace, love and light, the Creator is ever-present. 

Peace, Love and Light.